when i feel..

God please..
everything is getting more difficult for me
too much list to do,
too much bored,
too much goals,
too much expectation



and
too much scare


even those are not "too much" in the real mean, but for me, those are TOO MUCH


God,
dont let me bored, dont let scare, dont let me forget You
dont let her and anybody hate me..


everyone has a mistake really?
it;'s just a mistake, but i really scare..
God, please, i'm begging You to keep everything's going to be alright
i believe in You, God
bismillah..